How Depressing

Everyone seems to be getting married. I know right, How could that be depressing? I guess I'm just jealous. My close friend got married today and it was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my life. I wish it were me, really. I want to be in a pretty white dress saying I DO! Paul's brother is getting married in November and my friend Liz is getting married in October. Don't get me wrong, I'm super happy for all of them. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe this is normal. I even have everything all planned out. Maybe in a couple of years. *SIGH*

School AGAIN!

I'm starting school again on Tuesday! College girl ova hurrr! Dental Lab better watch out because I'm gonna be on fire! I'll be fine as long as those ladies who work at the school finally let me buy my books. GAHH!

Time to throw away childish things

After all these years, it's time to move on. I came into the world, and throught teachings and curiousity, I've learned so much. So many years have gone by and another milestone comes along. Cindy, it's time to put away childish things because you're all grown up now. All the friendships that were made over my 18 years on this earth are soon to be swept away by the evening breeze. Some may stick around in the flesh and some may stick around through an imprint on my heart. It's so funny how someone can change your life so much. When i walk across that stage, I hope i will be remembered as someone great, and not by my mistakes. I'm going to miss it all but there's still more to come. More friendships to make and more decisions to endure. I will do the "grown up" thing, and hopefully be an example for others. It's time to put away childish things. But I have to remember that childhood is always going to be embossed in me forever. And to quote my senior quote, "Childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies." Mommy and Daddy are missing out. Because I'm SPECIAL. You might not know it now, but I'm a MIRACLE child. And I believe in myself. No one can take that away from me. I don't need you to be proud of me, because I'm proud of myself and that's all I'll ever need.

It's been a while

I actually forgot about my blog. i've been super busy with school and work. I'm about to graduate and im really excited. hopefully everything will be awesome. I had some prom pics taken so heres one of them.














We had fun at prom. My friend/co-worker,Liz, took our pictures and they all turned out great! WHATS THAT? YOU WANT ANOTHER TASTE? Ok, here's another picture, since you asked nicely.


There ya go! I'll try to blog more often.

Something new... kinda

So i got a laptop.... its ok i guess. its not the one i wanted but i guess its something. i might just save up money and get the one i wanted. and the one i wanted was only like 200 more dollars than this one was.... what can io say, you get what you pay for.

Holly I made you proud!

Ever since middle school I've had all these piercing as most of you know. Well... two days ago I finally took them out and made Holly proud. I actually forgot what it was like to have a normal face. I like it better that way. I would have had to take them out sooner or later. I'm so proud of myself!